Another rant about Economics and Business today. I hate both of those subject and failing miserably in them. I hate them to such, I'm such a fool for choosing to do those subjects. It's so useless to me. Oh well thankfully I have a back-up plan since I'm going to fail those subjects in the summer. Instead I will go on to do Science and hopefully pass and get great results in those subject. Because I will try hard and I like subjects that don't have exams. I'm doing a coursework based science, so exams I think.
I'm going to try and get my teacher to cancel my two boring subject exams. So I can concentrate on English and my Maths this summer. Hopefully, if I cancel the exams. I can achieve better grades in the exams I'm going to be sitting. That way, I'm not wasting valuable time.
Looked in the mirror and got the scare of my life, pff I'm so ugly it's horrendous and yuck to look at me. Maybe I'm just going over board but still. My face is whack seriously. I never wear make-up because I don't like it and I don't want to. I have patches of dry skin, eww that's just gross. I hate having dry skin. Then I have a few pimples that just grew out of no-where. Techincally , I need a make-over. Which I will get and I will get rid of those ugly dry patches and those blotches on my face. Blemishes I think they're called. Eww I used to have good skin, what happened? Must have been the stress. God, I need to sort out my life. Ah well I'm am doing it anyway.
Omy, I have spelling issues too, I can't spell no more, it's true. I used to be able to spell lots of words but now I can't sometimes even spell "Does" I spell it like "Dose". WTF! I'm hated for reasons like that, so not fair. Ah well I'll get over it eventually. I will eat a dictionary.
I want more manga. I want to buy Korean Yunjae manga. They're so pretty and I like the art.
I want my Manga, I want money.
Welcome to my Blog, I sound so formal right now it's quiet an embrassment. I am never formal especially on the net. Internet that is, oh well here I go blabbing about my life. Tired. Very tired of it all, I am an addict. A complete internet addict and my addiction is bad, real bad. So I have decided to lower the amount of time I go on. Usually it's about 6 hours and more, but with my exams coming up I want to decrease it to about 2 hours a day. Thats like 4 days in week only.
I know it sounds completely "fake" how the hell would I manage to that. But I'm going to give it a shot. I hope I can do it. Today I got news that I passed in my re-sit maths. Well the first exams I did anyway.
I also did my economics homework for the first time too, well not really the first time. But oh well the teacher was impressed, I want to pass my maths this year and hopefully all my subjects. My exams start like in a month and I'm way stressed, no wonder I'm deciding to put a stop to my addiction. Stupid laptop, computer gives me a headache but I can't help it. Summer is here which means my migranes will be more common and going on the PC/ Laptop will not help me either.
I have goals for this month and summer. Stop my addiction and totally pass with flying colours. Hopefully I will achieve that, I also want to grow tall.
I stumbled upon a meditation of some kind called Qicong I think that's what it's called. I'm deciding to give it a go. Even if it doesn't help me at all, at least I'll be calm and less stress if I don't grow tall. I also spoke to my parents and decided that I needed some medication or some sort to help out my growth spurt. Stupid humans! Why do we have to be short just because our parents are. Blame your parents if your short! That's what I do, gets me no where, they just laugh it off and say eat. I need genes and the HGH.
Sprink break was awesome, I bought a manga book for £7:00 a penny change and it's totally worth it, I only by the manga because of the cute art and story line, I seriously wanted to buy fruit baskets but I decided that it was going to cost too much. Why would I buy like 10 books or more for £7.00 each. Am I insane, if I was rich then I probably would have bought them. But I'm poor, poor as tramp on the street. Well not exactly, but still I'm a teenager who survives on £30 a week. Now that is less, because if you calculate the amount I eat and the other useless things I buy. That is way less.
Manga, on the topic of Manga, I will critise tokyopop. Why? because in every book shop I have been in that sell Manga. I can't seem to find INVU volume 4 and I know it's already out. Do they hate english people, or is it just that the shops stop ordering. I really want to buy it because I'm a fan of the INVU books. I bought the first book, I've read all the three books so far except the 4th one.
My room is small, I need more space to put my college books and paperwork, I live in a dump.
I wish too pass this summer, if I do then I wish that I don't have the same business teacher as in economics. I'm really sick of him, he goes on and on and half the time it's not even on the topic. No wonder I'm failing his class miserably.