long time no write. haha.
I went to derby on thursday evening stayed till saturday and came back in the evening again.
It was fun, since my counsin actually had no work, so she took us out to thier 'new' town. I haven't ever been to thier town, so i enjoyed it. The place was called Westerfield, apparently is like a shopping mall and damn is it huge. It's so big and like..from the outside it looks like a huge box to me. But from the inside, wow it's awesome.
We went to the cinema called showcase and we watched Hangover. Hangover is rated 15 but should be rated 18 because of all the naked people in the movie, yes it had some scenes that i think were just 'eww'. So two females and males went to watch the movie, my cousin Roheel is such a liar. He forgot that movie was for a male audience mainly, so me and my other cousin sat thier, thinking eww and laughed some. It was a good movie just too dirty. A good comedy, I recommend it to you, but if only you're over 18+. Nad..i really don't know how to spell her name, thought that we weren't suitable to watch the movie cos she's like 33 years old and we were ranging from. 15-18. Haha she said we were kids and all that, I kept purposely reminding her that i'm 18. She just couldn't belive i'm 18. I'm guessing she's still not over the shock yet, she said i looked 15 or 14. Which i think is not fair, because people say I look 16 and some people say I look 18. Hmm maybe it's because she hardly sees her and she still thinks we go to school and are 14 haha.
Well my sister is going to be 16! in october and I can't belive that myslef, damn why do my little brother and sister have to grow can't they just stay 10 or something.
Age is a scary thing to me, I'm going to be turning 19 next year, wow ..I wonder when i will be mature. My parents aren't that mature, and thier 39+ so...i'm guessing i'll still be childlike.
Oh we went on the cinema on Friday, On thursday we just got into the house and were exhausted so much.
Omyyy! I forgot to write. I am a auntie noww apparently.
My cousin who lives in derby had a daughter called safa <- that a nickname, cos I can't spell her name yet and nobody knows the spelling of the name yet. She's so small and red, wow babies always be red when they are born. She's a week old or older. Under two weeks though haha.
Her father , is my cousin who's like 22..I don't know how old he is, but he as a father. Hmm can't imagine it, I wonder how he will be as a dad, he's like a teenager i could say. Oh well atleast he is responsible. He bought us DVD's to watch that were priated and stuff, the quality was very shit, the only movie we watched was maeda goes to jail. Which was an okay movie, but not comedy, it was kinda funny but so not a comedy.
I slept with two blankets and into a deep sleep, I hate deep sleeping because its so annoying, I woke up at like 10 and went downstairs, I didn't have breakfast till one because nobody asked me. So i sat there starving -.- until my auntie asked me and i shook my head. I had tea and bisuits my usual. I really need to start actually eating a proper breakfast before i kill my stomach.
I also went to the big park, I forgot what she called it, but it was big and had swings and all that.
It's near derby universty, so yeah I bet its damn packed on the weekdays especially round 12 and 5 where breaks usually tend to happen.
I loved the swing, it's been ages since I went on swings, so i had fun and we also went on that big red rope thing, I liked going on it, but some kids got on it and started shaking the damn thing. But haha i shaked it when they reached the top, shame on them . Pssh and saturday came home time. Back home now and yesss i am good. It's monday after all and the day is so humid. Yuck I went to town and was sweating so much, grrr hell man i mean ackk why did i have to dress up so badly, jeans and jacket and all that. No wonder..
erk. My face was feeling itchy couple of minutes ago, but its okay noww D:
I bought new product! i'll try too see how they go.

Okay so right now I am listening to a song and it is pretty addictive like seriously. I can't stop listening to it, I just want to keep listening it's that good. Well the song is Jewelry (ft. Nassun) - Rally yeah it just came out and I'm listening to it on youtube and it's rocking so far. Goes to favourite it. So recently i created another youtube and I do go on it, because I go on youtube everyday so for me this is good. Haha thank god that google is parterened with people meaning my igoogle won't mess up. Too bad I used a different email for this blog and not the same one for youtube, grr it would have been much easier but oh well i'll live with it.

You know what i can't believe...the weather! it's actually sunny and warm and i don't see rain just yet. I seriously want summery weather, no matter how much i actually hate it. Because it's werid if it rains and is all yucky for summer, because it'll spoil all my mood and then i'll be moaning and groaning and my friends would say. SHUTUP in a loud voice to me, but i'll continue going on haha.

Oh on wednesday I went to universty and it was..alright i guess. My friends went off to help this other girl who also happens to be called Sana to find out stuff about law. I listened for a while but i was getting bored because i'm not a law student and i wasn't really interested at all, so i ditched them and went up to the computing area to find out about Software development and what the course wants and all that Jazz. I was impressed with all the things she said, what annoyed me was that she kept laughing or smiling like as if she was drunk o.o; so i was like..'maybe someone mixed vodka in her tea' she was acting strange and all werid. But oh well after her talk finished me and my friends went to sit down. Rofl at ameena who kept getting sweets and maryum who followed her. Ameena tsk what the hell but i guess she just loves sweets right. sweet addict. WOw and i'm still listening to the that song again and again. Seriously I love it..like i did yesterday with Angel & devil- bad girl.

I smell food >_>; damn the neighbours I am so hungry right now but my mother hasn't cooked. Maybe i'll just go downstairs and go exploring in the fridge. Haha see ya mateyss

Labels: jewellery nassun rally, music, summer

I want to learn to play the guitar using my fingers. It's called finger picking guitar but I'm so terribly confused on how to actually learn it. I got that guitar when I was 15 I think and I still don't know how to play it ;____; yes I am useless at it and I have tried..well not properly. It gets me vexed so I give up the next day but I can't help it, wah I want to make beautiful music too. -sigh- Ohh i decided to also put pictures up on my blog from now on because I want to show me in the future what I actually was up to. Haha right I downloaded some remix korean track, hmm .

The artist is 하이브리파인
the album is Starlight Love [Repackage Album]

It's not my type but I can't help but to listen to it, Haha it's funky in a cool move and it got me moving, well my shoulders but still. What else. Haha I went to town and I bought a nail varnish.




and it was for £1, which is really cheap and I got it from like this market place. So yay me, woot I tried to do manicure but I can't do it apparently so I just did my left hand pinky. It came out really good and cute, haha I like looking at how perfect it came out. Oh and today in college, i totally did like no work at all. Yeah My teacher martin was like.. if you done the work you can go home because tommorow is the last day of college. This was my first year. wooot. I can't believe I made it till the end and I'm getting good grades. I'm really happy.

Soo I never went home straight away cos my friend Sana well she had to finish her work off and I like waited and kinda helped her out.

Labels: guitar, last day, music

So today I got all my work done, so yeah I'm like free from all the hassle but you never know that fool of my teacher he apparently hasn't marked all the work. Soo..Like I have to wait which is not fair because my friend well her work is marked soo grr I really want to pass get everything in his class. I seriously care about my work and I want to pass everything, I'm so going to put my head down next year because this year we kinda fucked about soo that's why we're kinda suffering. Seriously next year has to be like better. Really better because I'm soo wanting to get into a good universty, I don't want my life o be fucked just cos I didn't pay attention.

ahhh i'll write more tommorow. Kinda blah due too msn repliess that are too fast and my fingers are hurting. Ouchhhhhhhhh!

okay,so here i am again. I'm supposed to be starting on work, but I'm not going to be because I don't want to yet. Eeekers anyway yesterday was fun, some stupid girl started a little blat on livejournal. Damn it was fun, people were hating on her and all that, but she had it coming towards her. I find that extremely fun, haha stupid childish girl. That's one little bitch I hope I never meet, because if I do, I'd slap her across her face. Yeah I'm kinda mad, very mad and she didn't even say anything back to me but still. Forget her...


Nothing happened other than my period started and my right leg was hurting like hell. I hate being a girl sometimes, the pain we get in return is not worth it. I nearly cried because it was my first day on period and hell it was killing meh like hell. Sheesh I wasted money on buying parcetomol and pads -.- yeah and i even had to drink tea in college haha that was so werid to me. I felt like an old teacher the moment i took a sip rofl.

It's cold and i'm shivering right noww ahh. wow well thats it.

EURGH it stinks in my room now, fuck hell now im so mad, I hate the toilet pray it so fucking nasty and gets into my head. AHH My head is gonna hurt now, sheesh can't people keep my bedroom door shut because it's doing my head it. Damn -.- i just wish over this summer my parents move the desktop computer from my room, because it's taking space and everybody keeps coming in and out and it pisses me off bad. My brothers aren't even doing thier work on the computer like they say they are gonna. AGH as you can tell, yeah im pretty pissed right now. I was in a good mood, my brothers spoiled my mood those nuthead i'm going to whack one right now.

GRR

anyway, so i joined another forum today, it's cool and i totally love it, it's my new obession probably haha, i could spend hours on it. I probably will too haha. Yeah it's soo fun to go on it. it's called onetvxq.com/forum i think, hmm i'm not saying my username but it's fun fun to be on there oh yeah. Haha i applied to be a DJ D: but i don't think i'll get the position -pouts- but oh well i don't really mind. oooh and I also decided to update like three times in a week or more if i can. Because blongs are my rants on life, my boring life where nothing exciting happens at all. Heck yeah welcome to my life! I finish on june 18th, did i already write that? but im excitied haha because its 4th june noww and that means 14 days left muhaha oh yes.

Pssh but it also means less time to do all the work in, im going to be busy over the weekend after all doing work, yikes but i might as well get them out of the way because i got summer holidays to chill and just do whatever, without worrying at all which is totally going to be awesome. yeah yeah. Hmm i decided to do something on my height and weight.

Stretch, sqyeeze some cms out XD haha and then eat properly and less fatty foods so i am healthy and look it too. I'm pretty skinny but my diet isn't good, so im changing it over the summer hopefully because i want my baby fat cheeks to disappear, because i just do. Other than that..nothing else i can think of right now. I want too start dancing again hah im so lazy too.

wow wow wow I can't believe I haven't updated yet. It's now june the 1st of 2009 and I am still here bieng bored and living normal life, nothing exciting has happened at all. I'm finishing college June the 18th and then i will be free free till september. I can't wait till we break up for summer, I'll be chilling around and doing nothing at all like I should be doing and I am doing right now. The weather is nice, it's very warm and sunny just as kind of like it. Though it stinks of fire, damned neighbours putting fricken fire on the backyard. I swear people should first get permission if they want to start a fire, because it stinks right now and i hate the smell so much that I am blocking my nose. I wanted to go outside and just sit down there, but I can't do that since like I don't want to stink of fire. I hear the crackling of the fire and I hate it. Other than fire, today has been alright. I did my assignment for my teacher but I gotta print them out and I am so in the mood for icecream right now haha.