I think tommorow I may have a sore throat and a runny nose. My throat hurts right now, and I have a runny nose which sucks tommorow I go to college for one lesson though which is alright I guess. A employee of Microsoft is coming to our college who is going to talk to us, she's a woman. I want to see and hear what she says. Sounds cool~ maybe I'm just too excitied lol. Anyway I met my friend yesterday, Maryum and Ameena it was fun. They started college Last week and they are worrying about Money. They got loans and it hasn't been deposited into thier bank account yet so they're having to survive on ema they have saved up from the last two years. Yikes! Atleast they get a loan right, I asked my parents If I could get a loan next year just like them and they said no. Which means I probably will need a fucking a part time job, they say they don't want me to get a loan because they want my money to go to me so I don't be like them paying off debt, but still I want to have money and not be in tight spot next year. GRRR I hope they have money because my books will cost and I will obviously be spending. I'm a girl who get's pocket money from my mother still and she holds my credit card. When am I going to get the chance to be independant. ahh! that pisses me off, she should atleast give me my credit card grr. >_>; woman! I need to learn how to handle my money and have chance to be mature financially. Give me the bloody chance. I just hope I get a job, I hate working on tills, I'm not good with customers, I'll go red, I rather be a stock helped or someone sorting out shelves or something. .___. well I'm off noww.