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// Sunday, 11 October 2009 / 17:59 //

I have two assignment remaining. Webdesign and Animation, both of these subjects look like a pile of fun but in reality there pretty hard and my animation teacher is so so so difficult. He wants me to video my flipbook animation, now my video camera, I don't even have one. I have a digital camera though and well it's got video in it but it eats all my memory. My precious lovely memory that I need when I take random pictures of things I don't even care about. You see, sometimes I just love clicking the button and then sometimes I just want to seem photographic. I love photography, but I use digital camera and my pictures don't come out good. You need a photography camera to take high quality beautiful pictures. My mother says that she has one, but she isn't giving it me not until I reach universty. Now don't ask me why, it's her problem not mine. I could buy one, but i'm not that rich and I'm saving up for other stuff.

I keep telling myself that I'm going to go healthy, but the problem is that I never can. I just ate twirl minis and a quaver packet and last night I ate chocolate again and cheesecake. I dance sometimes and I try to stretch everyday but I never get the chance too. You see I'm always on the computer, either doing my work or just talking to my friends online. I want to be toned and have a flat stomach and lose the fat arms and thighs but I can't not if I'm like this. So I decided that you know what I'm going to do. I think I'm going to quit cold turkey, right now and just see how long I last. Saying this, I'll update my blog everyday and tell you the food I ate if i remember and what exercises I did and my daily doings. I feel guilty each time I eat unhealthy food, cos i know my body is storing it as fat. I seriously am going to exercise until that fat is gone. I've had enough, I need to start somewhere. Oh yeah, I have no room, so I kind do exercise on my bed which is kind of funny and then sometimes I'll just dance around hoping people downstairs can't hear what I'm doing. One day I'd love to enough space to dance all around the room and also do yoga. I want to try out yoga but I don't have enough room too. It sucks.

Today I ate: 2 eggs . beans and two toast & mulitvitamin with glass of water
2 mini twirls and quaver

that's so far, will be back to edit.


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