I feel like crying, firstly 2pm's song comes on and it's about waiting and I think it's directed to Jaybum. Heck we all think it is. It's sad and sweet, sickingly sweet. Then there's dbsk's issue which is hurting me now. I've never cried for a band, haha seems ridiculous, but I think tonight I'm going to have a good cry about then. I love them, dammit I love them so fucking much. Now there's news about fake interview with Jaechunsu which they denied later on and said they didn't take any part in it. I don't know what to believe and then an offical statement by Cassopeia comes out. They won't believe anything if it doesn't come out homin's mouth. and you know what. I'm going to stop looking at Soompi and Allkpop for thier news. I want to stop finding so much negative news, because it's making me depressed and all day today my mood was slightly down. -sigh- AHHH
i will try to be happy whatever happens, but I don't want my dbsk to be split. ;____; why why ahhh why so bitchy for sm. I hate you SM, I hate you for making us love your bands and then watch as you tear them apart in front of us. I'm so frustrated, I don't know what to say and how to react. well JaeJoong's kissing scene picture was revealed. He kissed open mouthed, it actually made me laugh that he can kiss a girl. But wooo~ it was with han hyo joo YAY i love her, not like that though. ^_____^ that made me happy for a moment and then I saw Yunho's kiss pic and went gross, I was looking at his hands , he seriously needs to use vaseline on his hands. Yeah..and the only reason I went hunting for Yunho's is cos some fan decided to make a yunjae version which got me like WTH . like seriously did you have too...-.- gosh. I'm a Yunjae fan but no I did not wanting to see that. GRR anyway then I got sad since I realized that kiss with JaeJoong was old and Hanhyojoo kissed Lee seungi. >_>; and there's no chance those two will go out sniffs. BTW why does ARA look fricken scared for and shocked, anyway to me Yunho's kiss was the last best thing they could give to the fans~ since the drama got cut off and i'm pretty sure the fans are going to be glaring at him and her rather than smiling. Well ...still eww, Maybe I'm just immature, I don't like watching people kiss and Yunho's kiss made me go eww, two grown ups kissing yucck. Though ARA is young, a year older than me ...ewww D: I was a strong, I wanted Yunho and JaeJoong to be together forever, I don't know what happened to me or them. I want this court shit to hurry and end and I want jaesuchun to win because they deserve to win against those fucking sm.
I'm waiting for them to come back smiling, come back as Dbsk, tvxq and smile and tell everybody it'll be alright. <333333

Labels: dbsk, life, tears