i decided to talk about Dbsk, haha because of Yunho, I have wrote why i hate you mostly, I like you kinda because you make Jaejoong smile, you're hilariously funny at times. Remember the noky times and when you were laughing with Yoochun, Gosh you were so funny you know that.
I loved your wonky teeth and watched a few old xman videos and other stuff with your old teeth, you looked so cute you know that. I like the way you were younger, more carefree, now you just look old and well I don't want you to push yourself too hard. Please don't leave my jaejoong alone with chun and su because he loves you. He really really loves you, you're the closest person he can be with you make him smile like so bright, you make him blush and more, please don't. I love Yunjae, and yunjae with yun..is just jae alone. I don't know if the pairing is real or not but I ..in a way want it to be. T____T even if you guys end up marrying to women oneday I want you to be atleast together in some sort of relationsip . I reallly really don't want anything to happen to you too. Now im rambling on sorry.

Without JaeJoong, a part of my life would crumble away. He's my inspiration, my rolemodel, my dream guy my such more. He's everything nearly, I can't find faults about you, I just can't seem to, you're almost perfect but I would never ever in my life try to even be with you, because kim JaeJoong is way over my standards. He's like the sun, and I'm like a small daisy, stuck between many. I want to keep lookin at him from afar. I think I'd be too shocked if I ever met him by chance, i'd probably faint and die D: Kim jaejoong you make me swoon ~ you make me smile, you make me blush, you make me giddy and you make my day brighter, you lighten up my world with your bright smile and your unsual self. I love your dorkiness and your clumsyness, as a fact I would like to say, Kim jaejoong when I first saw you I didn't find you interesting nor goodlooking or cute. I looked away from your picture and stared at junsu who for me, was my first ever Dongbangshinki crush. Do i regret that..NOOOO. never. Kim jaejoong I want you to be as happy as you can ever be, I don't care how you achieve that happiness as long as that bright smile on your face comes back. I don't care who you marry, how you marry or who or what or whatever shit. I want to be looking at Kim jaejoong in the future and be like yeah. I'm a fan and I love him for being jaejoong. Kim jaejoong T___T Han Jaejun sarangahaeyo.

Yoochun!!! what's with your clothes, fashion sense at times? it looks like mine D: which it isn't supposed to be , because i'm a normie who's not a celeb and is lazy. you're famous, you're always looked at, don't look like you walked out of bed, people talk you know , though I find it charming because you're not afraid of people and what they think. I like that about you. I love your voice.

OMY RANDOM OUTBURST. KIM DAUL DIED. T___T
she was fucking amazing, so artistic so out there you know, I loved how showy and confident she was in herself. ;_______;

......editing l8r. sad now