My laptop was sadly taken away, you see on Friday my cousin from derbyshire came over to take my boy cousins over to derby for the weekend and sadly I was going to be subsititue and had to stay over for Friday. I did enjoy staying over, but my laptop didn't. I shouldn't have taken it with me but I really wanted to check up my email and stuff so I did, the internet connection f***** my wireless and then when I took it home the next day, my internet connection didn't work. So I had to PC world and then phone techguys~ I phoned them, they sorted my internet connection via the phone but I had to get my laptop buttons sorted out. You know the left hand click and right button they don't work, so the guy in pc worlds suggested I get them sorted out, I was like GAH after i found out my internet connection works because I don't even use the buttons because instead I use a mouse. So now I'm on the flaming computer and I don't like the brightness of it because I can't even see the pictures without thinking 'hell it is bright' D: cos they are bright on this computer. Other than that, I enjoyed staying over my cousins for a day, it was fun and I haven't stayed in ages at thier house. I used to stay over all the time. My mom stayed over sat and sun. Lol we didn't miss her, cos she only went at night times .__. so we were like 'didn't even notice' hahaha

So far my holidays have been boring, I haven't done anything. I went town yesterday and bought my sister her bday present. Which is the 2nd book in the TWILIGHT series. Haha she likes the book and movie~ she's now a fan, sadly I'm not, but i'm curious to read the book, because the books are always better than movie and we all know that. HMMF I hope that the tech guy doesn't wipe out my hard drive like last time -.- he doesn't need to >_>; yikes! I just remembered that next week we are filling the UCAS sheet I think, and I haven't even done my perosal plan or whatever they call it. I'm so behind, we're not allowed to be over confident in the peice of writing, I wish we could be cocky as ever, that'd be funny writing down ' you know you're going to pick me, I can feel it. How can you saw no to my skills' rofl nobody would accept me if I wrote that so instead I shall write in a mature sense hoping they see my cool personality somewhere in between those huge hideous words. oooh~I bought a toffee cake for my sister on her birthday, it's small but hopefully tastes good.

It sucks , that I buy birthday presents for people in my family and I get one present -.- sad i really am. I shouldn't be so nice. This year I expect more than one persent because I just doo, hmm right I'm going to goo off and laugh cos I can.

YIKES! I wasted all my memory on my usb drives -.- too many pictures stored in it. GAH >_>;

Labels: birthday, life, present, rant, ucas

okay so sorry i didn't updare my previous blog im just going to leave it cos I'm too lazy and anyway, my healthy plan isn't working so well. But I have quit my chocolate not so much on crisps, I can't seem to stop because it's like my lunch at school and if I don't eat it I'll have to go get chips which is oily food and I really don't want oul in my blood bu then again saturated fat is just as worse as oil bieng in my body right? Grr I hate it. Next week I have a break, well one week break, not next week like week just starting on friday for the week after that which is going to be great cos then I get to sleep in. Haha I enjoy sleeping in and nobody waking me up, lol sounds lame but it is true.

I decided that chocolate once a week is more sensible than everyday and crisps once a week too because I don't want to cut them completely off right? cos I'm a human after all and I do give in to the temptations. Yeah I'll be more sensible with what I eat and try to balance it out. I like my face getting stamed, it feels so nice and looks much better afterwards which is so cool. Hmm my eyes kinda hurt cos yeah I'm writing this without looking at my keyboard, yes i willhave some spelling mistakes and such but I can't bear to look at the screen cos it hurts and then i have to blink and shut my eyes for a second. Oh one more thing I plan to finish of my moisturiser that I am using at themoment because it's okay but I prefer my old one and haven't bought the old one because I haven't finished this one yet. I'm going to straight my hair right now I think it's so curly haha.

I have two assignment remaining. Webdesign and Animation, both of these subjects look like a pile of fun but in reality there pretty hard and my animation teacher is so so so difficult. He wants me to video my flipbook animation, now my video camera, I don't even have one. I have a digital camera though and well it's got video in it but it eats all my memory. My precious lovely memory that I need when I take random pictures of things I don't even care about. You see, sometimes I just love clicking the button and then sometimes I just want to seem photographic. I love photography, but I use digital camera and my pictures don't come out good. You need a photography camera to take high quality beautiful pictures. My mother says that she has one, but she isn't giving it me not until I reach universty. Now don't ask me why, it's her problem not mine. I could buy one, but i'm not that rich and I'm saving up for other stuff.

I keep telling myself that I'm going to go healthy, but the problem is that I never can. I just ate twirl minis and a quaver packet and last night I ate chocolate again and cheesecake. I dance sometimes and I try to stretch everyday but I never get the chance too. You see I'm always on the computer, either doing my work or just talking to my friends online. I want to be toned and have a flat stomach and lose the fat arms and thighs but I can't not if I'm like this. So I decided that you know what I'm going to do. I think I'm going to quit cold turkey, right now and just see how long I last. Saying this, I'll update my blog everyday and tell you the food I ate if i remember and what exercises I did and my daily doings. I feel guilty each time I eat unhealthy food, cos i know my body is storing it as fat. I seriously am going to exercise until that fat is gone. I've had enough, I need to start somewhere. Oh yeah, I have no room, so I kind do exercise on my bed which is kind of funny and then sometimes I'll just dance around hoping people downstairs can't hear what I'm doing. One day I'd love to enough space to dance all around the room and also do yoga. I want to try out yoga but I don't have enough room too. It sucks.

Today I ate: 2 eggs . beans and two toast & mulitvitamin with glass of water
2 mini twirls and quaver

that's so far, will be back to edit.

I just did my Networking homework and finished it about an hour ago I think. It was alright, since it was p1 it was just simple description explaining you actually know what you're going to be going in depth about later on in your report. I did it and I also just finished off my Database homework for Pat. I think I had two presentations to do and I think I've done them -went to check- yes I have done both of them but got one peice left which is m3 apparently. I have to do Simone's IT with business impact hmwk and Martin's Animation work too. I have so much to do.

Networking done: P1
Database, mostly done P1,M1
Animation, mostly done P1
Website, not done P1
IT and Business: not done. P1

Gosh tommorow I will have to do Pat's last presentation and fit in animation and IT with busi.
I'm stressed but I can't do it now, you know I can but I don't get it, so that's why I can't do it. I need help on it. Life's unfair right now but atleast I got most of it done. Just way behind on Simones, hopefully she'll understand that her work came last compared to the others cos I've only got her on fridays.

I'm off to well stress free my head until tommorow. -.-

I just changed my layou to the one shown on my right, isn't it dark and just beautiful. Well I think it is and pink really stands out not that there in much pink anyway. Haha I had to put a picture of JaeJoong on because well, he just looked so hot in that picture that I needed to use it otherwise I'd go nuts. Anyway I'm pleased with my layout, it's by this chick credited as bikiniboy. She has some awesome layouts and is a great inspiration to people like me who are lazy and can't be bothered to make thier own layouts. I want to make layouts now just like her but I don't have enough time. Oh that reminds me that I haven't started my college assignments yet and I seriously need to. I'll put my head down tommorow, for now . Goodbyee bby<3

so listen up, I went to my local Universty and it is frikken gorgeous. I love it, it looks so plain and kinda high tech from the outside but as you get inside like the area inside it is like soo cool, they have building with names on them and pretty canals and bench around, there's grass too. It looks a busy park with building surroung it. I like it, and the computing school of the Universty is so like it has been designed to look very modern, like they have some old wood and they have used bricks like the olden types for room but the windows are huge and there is a lot natural light seeping through the window. The computers are good, I saw them, thier like any other school computer but they have programs that are cool, cos I used some programs and I like it. I just love the design aspect and the classes of my Uni weren't terrifying at all. They were like normal classes, the teachers are friendly and everybody is just so lovely. So remember how I wanted to do software development, but I still do, I just want to have the chance of choosing my career later on so I'm going to do computing, which prepares a career for software and other stuff. I'm so blind I didn't look into this course, I simple ignored it bieng ignorant because it just said computing. I'm such a idiot. Well I liked it and the people there are cool. I'm going to ignorant and just say this. If you come to my town, you will see a lot of beautiful people , no kidding seriously I think my town has some pretty good looking men and women, no lie. I went to universty and people are in thier 18-24 or whatever, let me tell you. When you reach your twentys you will be fuckin gorgeous and if you are handsome or pretty now, wait till you reach twenty, all eyes will be on. I think like 60% were worth looking at twice. Now ..that's a big deal there are some pretty ugly people out there. Now when I say pretty ugly, I mean damned lazy, everyone is beautiful you're just being lazy and not showing your beauty. Go on, eat healthy!

anyway! I got a prospectus for Universty of Hull, it's so gorgeous, it's near scarbrough the beach and that is a big deal. and it's doing the same course as my local universty, so in case I don't get into my town, I go there. Though secretly I want to go Hull. >_>; but then again let's hope they have computing with lots of career choices like my local Uni. Then I'll definately want to go and just kick out my local uni. I just want to leave home, I'd be great to you know and have the chance to be independant though I can't cook much or know much finance shit about handling money or other stuff i'll need to know.