Saturday, 17 April 2010 23:07

my fandom is techincally over .

DBSK is probably now no more~ I've known for some days I think.
I'm sad, but yeah it's life. Gotta move on like them I guess, well I'll still support them wherever they go. I'll stand by your side, even if you can't see me, my biases will probably take over, but hey I'll keep stalking you 5 guys if I can~
I'll keep making wallpapers of you 5 guys even if you aren't physically there, I'll just become a pro at manipulation. I'll make my yunjae true, I'll use the skill of photoshop and love and make you guys seem together even if in reality you're not hugging or speaking.
I want to become an artist, so I can draw you five, the five of you together, having fun and talking. I'll never give up, I will not stop loving you all five. You'll forever be my dbsk~ you're never going in my eyes.
I want to be able to draw you guys together~ Hopefully one day I'll even sell comics based on you guys, now that would be fun. Manga's that's what, I'll draw you five.

JaeJoong I love you, please don't disappear~ I love you too much. You're like a warm blanket
Yoochun, please don't stop doing what you do, don't lose your charm. I love you so much~<3
Junsu, continue singing, your voice soothes me~you're my sun.
Yunho~ Dbsk's leader, we love you, I love you. You're a strong man and I hope in the future you become stronger, please don't give up.
Changmin~ Magnae, well you're older than me, but still..don't give up so quick. Keep singing. Stay in front of my eyes where I can see, I don't want to lose you all.

DBSK, I'll keep listening to you~ even when I'm 50 odd, I'll keep listening to you guys, because your music truly inspires me.

My own life hasn't changed much, other than a part of my heart has crumbled a little bit. But it's healing slowly. I hope that in the future I can meet one of them atleast~ <3

Labels: dbsk, life