Been ill since wednesday, it's awful. Gah I need to get better quick, hate the sickness feeling.
My mouth aches like a whole loat and my flu is juat bad. My voice doesn't sound like mine, I am so effed in the head, gah what kind of sickness if this awful. I thought I had swine flu, but I'd probably feel much worse if I had that though, so yeah all is fine I think.
Why the hell do my teeth hurt, I brush them once a day or sometimes twice because I get lazy. They're not yellow or anything, they look normal. Why oh why...ah wait could be the inside of my cheeks. They're the ones hurting so probably the cheeks fault. My nose won't stop running, ew I hate runny noses but I have it. Medicine is the worst, and I'm having to drink it, like life couldn't get any worse.
Oh yeah it actually can, I have shit loads of work to do and apparently I'm too sick to do it, but thankfully most is done. I want to do more work, I like college. I like studying sometimes.
Korean language here I come, <3 aha My summer holidays is going to be off me learning korean, oh yeah baby that is awesome my friend. Anneyong haesyo, cho neun H imnida o.o; that was romanized and I think I missed a word, oh sucks.
Gotta go and well eat or something.

Labels: life, sick

DBSK is probably now no more~ I've known for some days I think.
I'm sad, but yeah it's life. Gotta move on like them I guess, well I'll still support them wherever they go. I'll stand by your side, even if you can't see me, my biases will probably take over, but hey I'll keep stalking you 5 guys if I can~
I'll keep making wallpapers of you 5 guys even if you aren't physically there, I'll just become a pro at manipulation. I'll make my yunjae true, I'll use the skill of photoshop and love and make you guys seem together even if in reality you're not hugging or speaking.
I want to become an artist, so I can draw you five, the five of you together, having fun and talking. I'll never give up, I will not stop loving you all five. You'll forever be my dbsk~ you're never going in my eyes.
I want to be able to draw you guys together~ Hopefully one day I'll even sell comics based on you guys, now that would be fun. Manga's that's what, I'll draw you five.

JaeJoong I love you, please don't disappear~ I love you too much. You're like a warm blanket
Yoochun, please don't stop doing what you do, don't lose your charm. I love you so much~<3
Junsu, continue singing, your voice soothes me~you're my sun.
Yunho~ Dbsk's leader, we love you, I love you. You're a strong man and I hope in the future you become stronger, please don't give up.
Changmin~ Magnae, well you're older than me, but still..don't give up so quick. Keep singing. Stay in front of my eyes where I can see, I don't want to lose you all.

DBSK, I'll keep listening to you~ even when I'm 50 odd, I'll keep listening to you guys, because your music truly inspires me.

My own life hasn't changed much, other than a part of my heart has crumbled a little bit. But it's healing slowly. I hope that in the future I can meet one of them atleast~ <3

Labels: dbsk, life

DBSK,TVXQ TFXVQ, has somehow come to an end.
I fell in love with them in 2007 and in 2010 I got my heart broken by them.
;____; I am completely devasted and in a mess because of this news. I love them dearly so much and they have currently paused their activites. Everybody knows what this means~
it's awful but it's life. All 5 of them have split somehow, HOMIN and JAECHUNSU are on completely different sides now.
I hate you SM so much, but you're a company and not a person, so I can't waste my time cursing you.
JaeJoong. <3 I'll follow you wherever you go, just please stay in the spotlight so I can see you clearly.
All of you please stay in the spotlight, please continue your careers are singers, actors, or whatever path you choose. I want to see you shining. I don't want you to get out of spotlight, I'm being selfish I know I am, but I can't help myself.
I love you all. <333

Labels: dbsk